At the beginning of my sophomore year, I realized early on that I was seen and loved by our FOCUS missionaries. They personally invited me to Bible study, coffee, and events both on and off campus. They quickly became my role models. I wanted to strive to make Jesus the center of my life, just as they were. Once I was invited into the Discipleship program, I was excited to learn how to practically live out our faith.
Through small group sessions in Discipleship, I was able to open up about my struggles with the faith. During this time, my peers and the missionaries demonstrated the love of Christ by showing no shame or judgment. They loved me where I was at, and also motivated me to take practical steps to strengthen my faith. Through these meetings, I developed a deeper interior life that changed my relationship with our Lord.
However, once I was invited to lead a Bible study, I was terrified. Many questions flew through my head. Will it be awkward? What happens if I can’t answer anyone’s questions? What if nobody shows up? I confided in the missionaries about my fears, and they reassured me that God does not call the equipped, but, rather, he equips the called (Hebrews 13:21). I was determined that, even with these fears filling my mind, my eyes would remain fixed on the Lord. Through prayerful discernment and encouragement, I said “yes” to leading a Bible study.
This fall, I could not be more joyful in the ways the Lord has used me to bring souls closer to him. Inviting a group of women into my cottage each week to talk about the Good News has been so beautiful. Discipleship has increased my confidence to share my faith with others, starting with leading a Bible study. Saying “yes” to the Lord’s plan for me, even when I was afraid, has been so fruitful both in my life and for others on campus.
Elsa Clausen is a junior from Seneca, Illinois. She is majoring in religion and Chinese studies.